"Chill" by POP

So, hello guys. It's me again, Pop, at your service.

So there's been some sorta tension here in Jen's residence. It's still all about Ark's work at this fast food chain. See Ark's been 50:50 about quitting the job, and all Dev says is to go for it. But Ark doesn't want to regret the decision so up to now, his resignation is undecided.

Is it that bad? Well, yeah. Apparently. Dev here stopped going to work, and he's refusing to blog until Ark does too. Ark told him that he already resigned, but the manager wants him to stay until June 15. Dev says Ark's decision sucks.

So everybody here's stressed out. Max the alien went out for a while to do some "research." Cat Pig won't eat his food, and Dug stopped barking.

I feel everyone's getting pretty lonely. So just to ease the aura a bit, here are a few of the songs I listen to whenever I'm feeling down:

1. "Shake It Out" by Florence and the Machine

-> I discovered this ultimate feel good song during a sad moment in my life. The timing was perfect. I fell in love with the song. And I swear I answered "Shake It Out" when a friend of mine asked me which song I would choose if only one song played on the radio.

 2. "Cough Syrup" by Young the Giant

-> Discovered this song on the hit TV show Glee (and by the way, Dev and Ark are Gleeks too. That's awesome. Or as Dev would say it: "awesomazing.") I like the original one better though.

3. Some Pop Songs

-> Okay. This one's a bit weird. But instead of wallowing in sadness, I just listen to the usual music I listen to, and I would feel okay afterwards. It's all about boosting your own mood after all.

4. Some Love Songs

-> Hmm... That's just because love is a great feeling. It's an emotion that everyone can relate to, and we can all agree that love numbs all of our senses, right? Yeah, sometimes even pain.

5. "People Like Us" by Kelly Clarkson

-> This one's sorta new. It's another pop song. But it's got a motivational message, which I think I will get more attached to as I listen to it.

"We Are Fairy Tail!" by JEN

"Do fairies really have tails? Do they even exist... Like them, this place is an eternal mystery... A never ending adventure."

I've been addicted to this anime called "Fairy Tail". I liked it so much i even made a fanpage in Facebook! Yeah! To all those anime lovers out there. Like away!

Fairy tail main characters:

~Lucy Heartfilia~

A 17-year old girl who ran away from home to join a guild called "Fairy tail". She is the heiress of the Heartfilia congregate.

~Natsu Dragneel~

A teenage guy the same age as Lucy. He is raised by a dragon named "Igneel".

~Erza Scarlet~

An 19- year old girl who is fairy tail's "Titania" because she's the strongest female member of the guild.

~Gray Fullbuster~

An ice make wizard who is rivals for life with Natsu Dragneel. He also developed a weird stripping habit because of his training with his magic teacher.

~Wendy Marvell~

A 12-year old little girl who is also raise by a dragon called "Grandeeney".

~Charle~

Wendy's pet exceed who can predict the future.

~Happy~

Natsu's pet exceed.

P.S.

To those who wants to like my page here's the link:

https://www.facebook.com/pages/We-Are-Fairy-Tail/258697560934623?ref=hl

"Real Life Happens" by ARK

To hear myself swear and complain a lot (whether only in my head or to another person) is something very unusual...if not, it's very new.

But I'm living in a new world right now. And to survive this new world, I must come up with new solutions.

My brain is adapting...or at least it's trying very hard to.

If you compare me to the Ark a few weeks ago, you would see two very different angels. You'll still see the same old confident creature who is sensitive and in touch with his feelings. But this time you'll notice that he's grown himself some fangs (metaphorical fangs, if you may.)

He has learned to identify whatever's been making him feel bad, and pinpoint the lowly human who made him feel that.

I am just pacing myself, for I have only been having a taste of what it is like out there...in the real world, which we are soon about to face.

Upon graduation from college, I will be having to face these sort of troubles FULL TIME. I might as well prepare myself for what is coming.

The world is full of people I will not like so much. And yes, I will still be Ark and I will still attempt to be nice to them. Only now, I know that putting too much effort into these people is not worth it. I don't want to lose the vase of my sanity over people who will not even look back to pick the pieces up.

I have grown fangs to defend myself. I am no longer simply feeling. I am fighting for what I am feeling. If it gains me enemies, so be it. That's the real world. Eat up, or get eaten up.

Is it too obvious that I am having troubles at work? Yes, I have been. And I still currently am facing these dilemmas. I feel like I have no true ally ('cause even Dev stopped going to work, calling everybody douche bags before resigning.)

But am I gonna quit? Probably. But for now, I would like to stick with what I have. Not for the money. Human currency do not mean much to us angels. But I am learning a lot. And I feel that by the time I graduate, I would have already gotten used to the humans of the "real world."

Besides, am I going to let them win? Will I let them weigh me down, and drag me to the ground? I know when to quit, and that time has not yet come. So until then I will try my best to survive these crushing life lessons, and allow them to mold me into the best angel I could be.

So help me God.