Never embrace the dark. When darkness comes knocking on your
door, shut it-lock it up. Tell it to leave you alone, and it certainly would.
What do I mean by darkness? Well, it has a broad meaning. It can refer to sin;
to disease; to insanity; to lack of energy…it can simply mean lack of light in
your life.
I think I have been living in darkness these past few days,
but I want to put an end to it now. I am done embracing what I shouldn’t.
Darkness is only there when light is not present. I ought to shed light on
myself.
Everyone does this at times. We accept what we couldn’t
change, and live in dissatisfaction. We do things we regret and protect
ourselves by saying “we are only human”. We digest the fact that we make
mistakes, and believe that we can do nothing about it. We embrace the dark.
People like this often start developing a good sense of
vision. They start living in the dark and start seeing perfectly in it. They
don’t realize which is which. They begin to forget which one is the real, clear
picture. They look at the mirror and incorporate what they see with the things
they said they never will be…and they begin admiring the new look.
I don’t know if you believe in the Illuminati. I do, in a
sense, but this has very little to do with what I have been talking about. I
only wanted to mention this because people who are under the “Illuminati” are
good examples of people who have embraced the dark. I am not entirely sure if
these rumors are true, but based on how I’ve been living these days, I could
say it is pretty easy-losing yourself in the middle of a dark path.
I am done with this. If you think you are beginning to go
blind too, better start lighting up your soul. How you are now, is how you
should be. Don’t ever change for the worse and convince yourself of the
opposite. Stick to what you have learned when you were young. It is good if you
can balance innocence with what cruel things you’ve seen in the world. Stay in
the middle, and don’t ever lose your balance.
Right now, I am trying to change the way I think. Better
yet, trying to get back to how I used to think, only this time with a better
idea of what I am up against. I will start accepting that things are not going
well, and I must do something instead of living with the mistakes.
Right now I need an embrace. A real embrace. I want a hug
from the people I care about, and who care enough for me too. I need to embrace
the people who have been lighting the way to my real path all this time. I need
a Heavenly embrace too.
You’ve seen the world…you’ve lived in it for quite some
time. You know how dark the night becomes. But don’t ever forget that morning
is just a few hours away.
eto na kent, eto na ang powe huuuuuuug! :)))
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